Find Your Soul Mate Travel Knowledge Base

Have you ever wanted to travel to another world to find or be with your soul mate? I would, to meet a cute alien (UFO) boy.

Would you travel to a foreign country to meet your potential soul mate ? To make deciding easier let's say you have already spent over 1,000 hours chatting on-line with the person and you know how the person looks. Also let's say the country is the Philippines (12,000 to 15,000 miles away )

Would You Travel To Hell To Bring Back The One You Love...Your Soul Mate? I just watched "What Dreams May Come" with Robin Williams and Annabelle Sciorra....truly a wonderful love story!!! It's Hypothetical...don't get all deep about reasons for being in hell...she committed suicide after her husband and children died and he loved her enough to want to either bring her back from hell or remain there with her.

Have you ever wanted to or have travelled on the otherside of the world to find or be with your soul mate?

Could you tell if you found your Soul mate? and what would you do to be with them? even if it meant travel overseas to be with them,....what a Christmas gift that would be! send me a star for christmas,i live down under in Australia,Queensland to be exact.

Hi looking for a pretty soul mate in china, have traveled extensively, but yet to visit Asia.? Bear with me this is my first attempt to meet someone on the internet, would really enjoy getting to know more about Asian culture & lifestyle.

Should Earth marriage affect my soul in the afterlife? Agnostic here, not wanting to convert anyone, anyone is free to answer but I'm not converting to any other religion. I have a wife, who believes in Jesus, but in reincarnation, and believes I'm her soul mate, but that she will be reborn and have other husbands or wives, thus more than one soul mate. I don't believe in reincarnation, but I am of the belief my soul travels to the stars above after I die. Can my soul meet up with my wife, and other persons, whom I love while I was on Earth? Can my soul meet up and date other women in space? Can my soul brink beer from a beer volcanoe after I die with other men and women? What does your heart tell you?

How to know when you have met a soul mate?? Are you a single nudist man or single nudist woman, and you don't want to take a nude cruise or nude vacation alone? Or maybe you are looking for romance with a nudist man or woman. Check naturistspace.org out for someone to travel with, skinny dip with, go to nudist resorts and nude beaches with. Online dating is only for one night stand, sex partner or some, right? do you believe in online dating? Do you agree with this view point? online dating is only for one night stand, sex partner or some! My answe with you before I found naturistspace.org, but I met a wonderful man through this site and we had many wonderful experiences together.In fact, it was the best dating experience that I ever had.We dated for roughly 3 months & it was a lot of fun! I enjoyed things that I never thought I would, or even could, and had the opportunity to visit many different places on his arm. So what I want to say is if you don't go on the next one you'll never find what your looking for....

The person i've been calling my "soul mate" just broke up with me. How do I deal with this?!?!? The past year I grew extremely close to someone, and over the summer we travelled together and stayed with eachother. We grew extremely close and were deeply in love with eachother.Over the past weeks he's been acting strangely, but he told me he's just worried about starting school again as we're going into the final part of High School and that work would be very hard to deal with. I also told myself that must be the problem, as we have been telling eachother we would NEVER let anything come between us, and would NEVER hurt one another. We swore it was forever. I believed every single word and took it to heart. And he just called me to tell me that he doesn't feel the same way anymore. He said that he still wants to, but he just doesn't have feelings for me anymore.He told me over the past few weeks hes been trying to see me in that way, but for some reason he just cant. AND NOW THE PERSON I LOVE THE MOST DOESNT LOVE ME BACK. WHAT DO I DO? I cant explain how much this hurts. plz help This is one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with. I WANT to be with him still and i don't know why his feelings have faded. I WANT him to love me again but I'd rather he tell me the truth. and EVERYTHING reminds me of him. We have the exact same cell phone, we have the same classes, and EVERYTHING in my house reminds me of him. We spent time together in every single room and I can't escape remembering him. I WANT HIM TO LOVE ME AGAIN. BUT SINCE THAT DOESNT SEEM POSSIBLE I WANT TO GET OVER HIM BECAUSE IT HURTS SO BAD AND I JUST WANT TO BE HAPPY AGAIN. but what's ironic is that he's probably the only person who can make me happy. I CANT picture myself with ANYONE else anymore because I've been with him and I've slowly come to tell myself that it was ME AND HIM FOREVER. I CANT DO THISS PLEASE HELP ME. and by the way you may have not been expecting this, but... i'm a guy. formerly 100% straight up until this. until this screwed me up.

Met someone on internet dating but haven't met yet what to do? Talked on the phone about an hour a day for about a week and a half.He sent a lot pictures of himself and family also his work website where he has a very reputable reputation in the community in newspapers,tv .Really enjoyed talking but he is about 8 to 9 hours away.He also sent me flowers .Was all set up to come see me he made flight arrangements and hotel for himself and wanted to take me to dinner.I still have a highschool child who I don't plan on uprooting for 4 more years till he is finished in school.Well I called and said I was just not comfortable with the distance and did not think it to be a good idea to visit.He emailed me and wished me well and said I was fabulous . He did not pressure me into changing my mind at all and said on the phone if I didn't feel comfortable with it that was ok.I really miss talking to him should I ask him for a second chance to at least meet him?He also does a lot of travel and is looking for his soul mate . Travel would be hard becaus of child

whats your motto in life? mine's work hard play hard ! dance like no body's watching! love like you never been hurt! and travel the world with your soul mate! .....i''m curious what other people's are?

What do you think of soul mates? What would you say if I told you this story? A guy and girl meet randomly on the street. They start talking and something keeps them talking until the next morning. People they don't know tell them they are meant for each other. They dreamt about each other before they met, but didn't realize who it was or what it meant until after they met. She had a gut feeling she should be single prior to vacation and even mentioned that to her friend 3 weeks before she left for vacation. From the moment they met, there was a draw, a bond, something that kept them seeing each other. They hardly ate or slept the first two weeks they met. They told each other, and meant it, that they loved each other five days after meeting. They've been told that their souls have traveled together for centeries, really more, since near the beginning of man and that they agreed to meet each other again in this life, which is what they saw in each other when they met on the street. Also, they almost moved to one another's cities 4 years ago, but then didn't. He almost moved to her city just before she left for vacation to his city, which is where they met randomly on the street. I'm not sure I believe in soul mates, but if I did, I would think they were. It's just so strange... Sorry, I had to leave out a lot of details, but that's the bulletpoints.

Do you believe in soul mates? In the bible, in fairy tales, in written biographies , works of literature and everyday life we come across people speakin of a soul mate . Some one who was made for you . Some one who fits you in every way and the road that we travel is suppose to mold our character to make us better and what we are before we reach the person were suppose to be with. Do you belive this yes or no and why?

Nervous about travel and boyf? I want to travel for two months and 1/2 in the summer without my boyfriend. He is my soul mate :) and I know it....I'm really scared to go without him...any tips...what if I regret leaving him for 2 months and something happens between us...I wont be able to see him for 9 weeks...any advice?

looking for a pretty lady to chat to from America, I live in England would love to see your country.? have traveled extensively but as yet not sunny America, would be nice to have a friend to chat to over the pond so to speak, I am 49 years old single, lots of time on my hands to chat to a nice and interesting lady, my hobbies are Travel, DIY, Cinema, Sailing (other peoples boats) enjoying life in general. bear with me as this is my first attempt to find a soul mate on the Internet. by the way my name is Matthew.

Do you think it will be difficult for me to find a man who will not want any children?? i am honest here, i do not want any children. they are too much for me to handle, i cant imagine having such a responsbility, and i love my freedom. i want to travel a lot when i get older. however, i would like to have a nice marriage and soul mate future husband....everything that comes with marriage except children. all the guys i have liked and been with, they have all said they wanted children in the future. that is very discouraging for me, because lets just say i stayed with such a guy, i would feel forced to have children simply to please him....and i would never stay with a guy who wants children that i wouldnt give to him, i wouldnt be able to stand the guilt. the truth is, i dont want any kids. it seems as though every guy wants kids...i dont think i might ever find a guy who doesnt want children. what do you think?? has anybody else experiencd this??

Do you believe in soul mates? Ever since I was a little girl, the name "Griffith" has always meant a lot to me...I knew I would marry a man with that name. I did, I met my husband when I was 20. Certian things, like when I was traveling with my family in Colorado Springs in 1993, I felt "drawn" to a school bus for some reason, #225, my now husband was on that bus. I used to see him out of my bdrm window, he lived behind my mom and dad's house, then moved around the block, and I could literally stand on the front porch and talk to him while he was sitting on his front porch (found all this out after we met). But we didn't meet until we worked together across town. I do this little butterfly thing (looks like a winnie the pooh thing) and to me, it is my symbol for eternal love. I found out yesterday that he has a birthmark of that exactly behind his ear. When I told him about it, he was shocked! He told me he thought I did it because it was my birthmark, I have one too, and never knew about it! Is it fate?

A poem for my girlfriend. <3? heres a poem i wrote to my girlfriend, what do you think of it? its the way your blue eyes shine, the way your scent if left behind. the way i wouldn't want to be with anyone but you, they way we're together, just us two. the way you keep me longing, after you more when you leave. the way you leave me speechless, with just one glimpse at you. the way your love for me never fails, it just sails higher then the clouds. the way when were in a crowd, you're the only one i see. the way you warm me up, when i feel cold & alone. the way you give me an incredible feeling, that never goes away. the way you light up my life, and put all the color into all the right places. the way your filling up all the spaces in my heart, i knew you were my one and only from the start. the way we can be crazy together, no matter the weather. the way you hold my hand, so tight not wanting to let go, the way your hugs are great, possibly knowing your my soul mate. the way i'd travel anywhere just to be with you, just to prove that what i say is true. the way i know this will last, unlike anyone other in the past, the way that you're so sweet, and causing my heart to skip a beat. the way your the only one i think about, and i know without a doubt you're thinking about me too, the way you sweep me off my feet, soaring above the street. the way our love grows, as a rose when it gets what it needs, & just think dear, all this happens because of you. please be my one and only one. until the world is done.

a question of soul? A question of soul Dose the internal soul govern the self? Or is it independent of the self, lurking in the back ground like the neutral colours of a room, visible but yet unnoticed. The furnishings being the self, the ego, and superego, Is the self in control of its environment, we decide what happens in our life we take in various stimuli from our environment, our brain processes this information and we act accordingly, that is to say that we act in a way that we hold to be the truth. Surly the individual has the final say. A bit like a game of chess, each move we make takes us to another set of variables with different out comes, ultimately with different endings. Sometimes we loose, sometimes we win, but our decisions are always made with in the confines of that chess board. Like life our decisions are always made with in the confines of societal parameters, which is not to be confused with the values of a society for we are all guilty of making decisions that would not conform to societal values and more importantly would not conform to our own health and well being. Or is it the internal soul that has the ultimate control the last word? Nudging us this direction or that direction, so that we eventually arrive on the path we were meant to be on? Or is this a cop out to justify the questionable decisions that we may have maid in our life? True we did gain experiences, we did learn how to or not to behave. But that dose not help the people we may have hurt on the road to where we are now. Plato describes the soul, or the inner self if you will, the internal soul as a chariot having three parts, a charioteer who has been dubbed reason and two horses one of which is spirit and the other is appetite to pull this chariot, now the charioteer/reason guides these glorious beasts, spirit and appetite. Well he is supposed to! But this is not always the case, as we shall see. He uses this analogy to describe the internal conflict that we as individuals go through from time to time in our life. We have spirit “the will to achieve” a fine animal mainly good and yields to the charioteer’s commands. The other is bad “the mate of insolence and pride” temptation if you will! And will hardly yield to the charioteer’s commands. It is up to reason “the charioteer” to guide these beasts. For me, when resin the charioteer guides these horses there unstoppable, clear of vision, unwavering to temptation, reaching goals before we could only have dreamt off. But now anything is possible we will cross our own finishing lines in magnificent style. But when he is not in control. We have Appetite “desire” and the mental picture I get of this horse; well he’s a big bastared! Standing twenty hands high, black as night with big hazel piercing eyes. Eyelashes like spikes, his teeth fiercely biting down on the bit, foaming at the mouth with rage. His nostrils flared, He has a look that can cut through you as if you were glass and is a mussel bound animal. Much stronger than his counterpart “spirit” And he will have his way! When this animal gets his own way let me tell you, he brings spirit and reason along for the ride and when this happens “hold on to your arse! Or more appropriately hold on to your horses “I wonder if this is where that saying originated from” You’re going on a whirlwind fast paced journey, and to what end? “Well” appetite will reveal all to reason when he gets there. For he dose not know where he will end up, nor dose he care where he will end up, all that he knows is; he must run in that direction. But where is the commonality sure we can all go through the same hardships at different stages in life but where is the link between all souls? Is this link the road upon which all chariots travel? Are we to believe that our id ego super ego, or if you will reason appetite and spirit, although they are part of us: apart of the decision making process the things people don’t see and sometimes what we don’t see in our self. But are they the complete make up of us, or our parent’s brothers, sisters, friends, or strangers the people we meet casually through life. Are we to believe we are talking to there soul? And all this if you believe that you have a soul and that this soul can live for ever. For me after seeing a corpse void of life I believed! I believed that the essence of this person was not their, and that it was for me that this essence could only be a form of energy, the life force of an individual. And since energy can not be destroyed it must be eternal. If you believe that energy is eternal and can’t be destroyed. That this energy is ones eternal soul. It must mean that every animal and mammal has the same energy and must have a soul. CH2 For one to look at our internal soul one must look at Humanity and what it is. What defines us as human beings? Is it kindness and compassion, as dictionaries would lead us to believe as the separating factor? (A little too self righteous and glorifying for my liking.) What is it that we have that separates us from our animal neighbours? For this I think we must look at humanity and its virtues because as it is our virtues that make us human. And we must consider our non virtuous side because this also makes us human. When looking at this we can not neglect the point that the soul of both man and animal may be form of energy! And ask the question; is their a separating factor. Are our souls different? Dose, when ones soul leave the body as a man retain the information gained while in ones body. Dose a dog remain a dog? As I look at the list below again for the umpteen time. I can’t help and feel that every species on this planet shows one or two virtues and one or two non virtues. Animals have the ability to love to be untrusting, to show courage to cower. In fact some animals show fidelity, Is it possible that all that separates us from the animal kingdom is the fact that we have more virtues than any other species be they animal or mammal on this planet? That as we evolve we gain more of these attributes. Virtues Non virtues Love Hate GentlenessRough Good faithUntrusting Generosity Mean Tolerance Impatience CourageCoward Prudence Imprudent PolitenessRude Fidelity Unfaithful Justice Unjust MercyUnmerciful Purity Impure HumourHumourless Compassion Hate Gratitude Ungrateful Highlighted above are some virtues that animals don’t have and for me their socalised virtues, “learned behaviour”; something that is thought in a society. If you noticed that I did not high light justice that’s because once upon a time I was sitting in, one cold rainy dreary night flicking through the telly as you do and came across this wild life program. And would you believe it, a snake ate a leper cub now what has that got to do with justice I here you ask. Well the snake regurgitated the cub hoping the leper would not continue the chase and fled to this hole on a rock face and the mother leper was sitting over the hole waiting to get the snake for a long period of time knowing its cub was dead. So the jury is now out on weather the leper was looking for justice or not. Which brings in to question the other word hate? Did the leper hate the snake? So out of thirty virtues there are six virtues that we have that animals don’t have.

How should I react when I see him after 10 years? Teenagers, we were best friends. Young adults, we were soul mates… until I decided to travel around the world and leave him behind. We both got married and had kids – separately. Briefly exchanged calls and e-mails during the past 10 years – but in mid-2007, we are invited to a "get together party" from our old school. I love him (as in truly care for him) and missed him so much, but after 10 years, we are more like strangers. If you were him, how would you react?

We agreed not to have kids 20 years ago, my husband now having the 2nd thought. What shall I do? I decided not wanting kids. It was a personal choice. When I met my husband he said that he didn’t want kids either. I was relieved. We have been married for almost 20 years and had a wonderful life together. We were soul mates shared passion in photography and travel. We seldom fight and I thought that we were happy. Recently, he was having doubts on this. Because I am already 44, he suggested adoption. This was a shock to me. Over the years, I always felt lucky that he was on the same page with me. I liked my current fee lifestyle and don’t want to change that. But I also believe having children is person’s rights. If my husband wants one, he should have one. But this will be too much sacrifice for me. I would do anything for him. Actually I quit my job in US and moved to Russia to be with him for 3 years. But including children in my life is something I am not willing to do even for love. shall I leave so he could find somebody who can give him children?

Even though it isnt "the norm", should a woman ask her man to marry her? I have found my soul mate in life after years of traveling alone in the dark. I love him more then I could ever express and I would never want to lose him. When that day comes, I want to do things differently then society thinks it should be done. I want to get down on bended knee and proclaim my love for him and ask him to be my husband. Is that wrong? When we come to that point in our relationship, should I just let it be left up to him?

What would you attempt to do? if you knew you could not fail? And why aren't you attempting that? My dreams: to travel the world with that so-called soul mate and to build my own business. And I don't plan to waste another moment not going for it all! Now tell me yours?

I'm really lost in my life. I don't know where to go or what to do? I'm a woman in her mid forties who has recently come to a standstill regarding direction in her life. I'm single, as I never met my soul mate and this has disappointed me a little. What usually happens is that those guys who are into my are not the ones that I want. Just recently I've been disillusioned by a guy I felt I could really love..it seems he doesn't feel the same way. Now I'm realising that I may not get the chance to have a child. The good thing is that I am very healthy, I'm not depressed, I have lots of lovely friends and for my age, I'm good looking and have a very good fit body. I'm often taken for early thirties so I have confidence in that aspect. I have hobbies like dance and am financially independent. My problem is, I've travelled a lot with my career and also free time travel. Now, I can't decide where to live and what to do. Has anyone any advice? Is this a mid life crisis? How do I find direction? Should I go back and study?

The craziest thing you did or would do for love? would you travel across the world to give your self a chance to get to know someone,you feel is soul mate. my friend so doing exactly that . his heart might be broken but he does not care anymore.what if she has someone already?. he said he could never forgive himself if missed a chance of true love?i am skeptical,but i have never felt this way about anyone. have you? what should he do?i know i would be scared if knew a guy did such thing for me.i no longer belive in love ,i would think he is a stalker.

After a divorce.Its been almost 2 yrs.still can't date? Do I need a vaction will that help? I have been alone for going on two yrs.I have no problem meeting men in my line of work.I still can't seem to say yes to a date when asked out by a man,I'm a Christian women and don't think want a sexual relationship because of my believes.I have lots of male friends,they know that sex for me with out marriage is a no.I have never been head in love so getting over my marriage was easy for me.Now I'm thinking will a vacation help me fine my soul mate? I want to see the world for a month or more,Will doing this help me find the right man? My children are grown and doing great.I feel I do need a long vacation and like to travel should I go,or will I be wasting my time and money?

Listen Up, Guys! How About This? Ladies, You With Me? Something just occurred to me while exploring questions on Y!A that had to do with female body image, confidence, and acceptance. Women’s figures fit into three categories: 1.Skinny 2.Curvy 3.Fat Well, 9 out of 10 guys axed the first and third option for what they like on a woman, and decided to try to be selfless and cute by writing things such as “I love curves on a woman. A little meat on the bones is okay with me because I know there’s more to a girl than her body.” Which of course gets tons of thumbs ups and gets all the girls going “aww”. And now I’m starting to think “Oh, big sacrifice. You’ll find it in your heart to accept a Marilyn Monroe Coke bottle figure?” Lol. What men need to realize is that eating normally and carrying a healthy weight doesn’t always mean fat travels only to our boobs and butt- sometimes it likes to rebel and stack up on our tummies and thighs. So what about a “normal” body type? Did we forget all about it? Not fat or chubby… just undeniably healthy and comfortable. So guys, if you really wanna make us feel better and find your soul mate, how about embracing "normal" figures? Example: http://www.plussizeliving.com/articles/images/art507ai998.jpg Isn't she gorgeous? Umm, sylvery_fae- did you know that a 1950's size 16 is about a 6 now? And I consider normal to be something that's not 38-23-38. There are a few exceptions, but most girls aren't born with figures like that. That's just as difficult to achieve as being super skinny, if not more. How can any woman will her "I eat 3 meals a day" weight to ONLY migrate to her boobs and butt? That's ridiculous. MOST woman cannot achieve that without being naturally thin and getting implants on both ends. And the girl on the runway is not fat- I'd say she's 5'6'' and wears a size 10. She's obviously not thin, but she looks like she bakes muffins and brings her babies to the zoo. THAT'S A WOMAN. If you're naturally lean and love exercise, please understand that you are a rarity. A rarity that most females will spend the rest of their lives trying to become.

I'm totally lost in my life. I don't know where to go or what to do? I'm a woman in her mid forties who has recently come to a standstill regarding direction in her life. I'm single, as I never met my soul mate and this has disappointed me a little. What usually happens is that those guys who are into my are not the ones that I want. Just recently I've been disillusioned by a guy I felt I could really love..it seems he doesn't feel the same way. Now I'm realising that I may not get the chance to have a child. The good thing is that I am very healthy, I'm not depressed, I have lots of lovely friends and for my age, I'm good looking and have a very good fit body. I'm often taken for early thirties so I have confidence in that aspect. I have hobbies like dance. My problem is, I've travelled a lot with my career and also free time travel. Now, I can't decide where to live and what to do. Has anyone any advice? Is this a mid life crisis? How do I find direction? Should I go back and study?

last nite i had a dream and i believe i'm in love with this person i met in it... will i meet this person? in my dream i traveled to michigan with a friend i knew from a long time ago... he drove to michigan all the time, anyways i was along for the trip this time anyways we end up in this basement playing this game with this couple he knows... the girlfriend was is my soul mate... she was blonde and she totally understood me... i couldn't help but lean up against her...and we just connected through the mind...she knew and i knew. now as i am awake i have this urgent gut feeling to travel to michigan in search of her... is this crazy? or should i go for my gut and find her....

Is it possible to start a meaningful relationship online? I recently met the perfect girl for me online. We have a lot in common and after exchanging several pictures we know we find each other attractive. We've chatted for up to four hours in the past and I think this girl may very well be my "soul mate". The only problem is that she lives a long way away from me. Is it possible to start out a meaningful relationship as a distance relationship? I definitely want to travel to meet her once we get to know each other and if we really hit it off I would move to her city eventually. How long should I chat with her before traveling to meet? I'm thinking a month personally. Is it possible to fall in love with someone that you've only chatted with online?

the craziest thing you did or would do for love? would you travel across the world to give your self a chance to get to know someone,you feel is soul mate. my friend so doing exactly that . his heart might be broken but he does not care anymore.what if she has someone already?. he said he could never forgive himself if missed a chance of true love?i am skeptical,but i have never felt this way about anyone. have you? what should he do?i know i would be scared if knew a guy did such thing for me.i no longer belive in love ,i would think he is a stalker. my God candy ,you are a romantic! sorry Hugh,and Judy how on earth did you do that,i will keep checking to know.lol

What are the best way to meet a person from the opposite sex ? I`m looking for for my soul mate this year, and would like to know the best way to find them ? Is it hobbies ? star signs ? work ? going out to pubs, nightclubs ?the best way to meet the right person for you ? I live in Milton Keynes but would travel all the south east to find find my special woman

Is it normal to do enagagement and sign the marriage contract within only 2 days? Is it normal to do enagagement and sign the marriage contract within only 2 days? He came to my country to spend his 10 days vacation. He saw me with my friends and request to see me again, when I met him the second time he told me he find his soul mate in me (Also I feel the same thing) and he want to marry me, and he has only three days in his vacation. We bought the rings and signed the marriege contract before he left two days ago. I miss him alot, we contact by internet and phone. He will return back during December to finish other wedding arrangement and to travel together then. Is all things normal to happen? I would to mention that he is an American and I am Palestinian. (He is originally Palestinian as well).

opinion on my poem? We are more than late night early morning conversation My thoughts of you occupy my mind, hourly occupation Through frustration I sit wondering when will I embrace Me The distance to you is long, wishing the travel was free How can this be? A romance found in cyber space Why should it be? That I have to patiently wait to see your face I’m consumed with eagerness; your words bring me closer I know some don’t believe in this; till their heart is an imposer Overcome by hope in love, overrun but I chose this cup They say it come from above, but its in me, in my blood Till the day I’m on my knees, thanking God for what’s before me Will I stay, unquestionably. Sinking deeper into an abyss of l-o-v-e Think I found my soul mate? Nope, we are more than that I am a god and she’s a goddess, to our home the universe is a mere door mat All of our thoughts and dreams manifested and come to us so simply Its us as one, Me and Me aka Mindi

A nervous traveler....advice? I want to travel for two months in the summer without my boyfriend. He is my soul mate :) and I know it....I'm really scared to go without him...any tips...what if I regret leaving him for 2 months and something happens between us... Help

Is this cheating? I was in a monogamous relationship in Europe for 6 months. I came home, but he couldn't. We both admitted that it was unlikely we'd ever reuinite. He wasn't ready to live in America and believed he'd probably never be. Our worlds and life goals are just too far apart. He told me that he hoped I'd meet my soul mate in America. I met up with a guy who I had met in my travels. We hooked up really briefly. Now I feel really guilty. I still love the guy in Europe, but we both have admitted that we don't think it's likely we'll ever see each other again. We've never communicated about what we'll do now that we're apart, but we still talk every day on the phone. We never suggested continuing monogamy following the move. If I feel guilty about this, am I betraying him? I can't spend years hoping. I have needs and desires now and I think he'd be happy to wait forever. Is it cheating if it's not clear your'e still in a relationship? I believe we both still love each other, but understand that this relationship has little chance of a future. It's probably time for a long talk.

Caught in a love triangle.....Please help? OK so for the past 3 months or so I've been talking to this guy who lived in a place I used to live. He moved to the west coast and I moved south back to where I origionally lived. <-- (Guy A) We still talked on the phone and I visited him once. But in that time I think that I've completely fallen head over heals for my best guy friend. (Guy B) We've gotten really close and alot of things have happened and this kid is almost a soul mate to me. I've known him for 8 years. Thing is this Guy A moved to where I am to be with me and such. Hes really nice and all and I like him alot but with Guy B now in my life as something more than a best friend I dont know what to do. I don't want to tell Guy A sorry no when he came across the country to be with me and we made all these plans to travel together but I don't see my life going in that direction really anymore. My friend (Guy B) has shown me a world that I thought I had lost long ago and he is like my other half. HELP? :-( Forgot to say my friend, (Guy B) knows the whole situation. Its part of that whole best friend thing. So hes not in the dark about my feelings on both fronts.

How do I start over? Dealing with a trying and lonely divorce from my wife of 10 years. We married young and made many mistakes along the way and just got to a point where we didn't know each other anymore and no longer shared the same goals in life, I wanted kids she no longer did, I wanted to move and travel she wanted to stay close to her family, and I wanted to free of financial debt she couldn't break her credit card addiction. So my question is, how do I even begin to look for my soul mate now? Some days I just feel totally overwhelmed and can't believe that things have turned out this way, I've spent so much time with this person and I still love her, but just no longer happy with her, not sure if that even makes sense. Well I think I have rambled on enough if anyone has any insight and can make sense of any of this please do so. Thanks

All spiritual/hippie/wiccans/pagans/newagers ect.. people can you help me decode this message from my dreams? What makes my dreams so special is that they either come true or come with a valuable lesson , even nightmares come with a lesson .i recently meet my soul mate and he was the person i have been seeing since i was 12. Anyways there is something bugging me about other dream . In them i see an old guy who told me the way back home was going through the number 8 path the other paths were 5 and 7 , i do know that number 8 means balance(correct me if im wrong) and the others numbers too, but then i remembered that he also showed me a labyrinth and that i was going through him, so i googled squared labyrinth and found this: (please see the images ) http://www.crystalinks.com/labyrinths.html if you notice you will see that the center of the labyrinth is a number 8 like in the dream and also there are 5 and 7 which surround it. In that page it says something traveling to the center of yourself and balancing the both right and left hemispheres of the brain as well as the chakras , the question is , how will travel to the center of myself and balance all these things? Notice i had never seen this kinda thing before and im not kidding either so please tell me and if you can give me more info about all these then i would be so grateful!

All spiritual/hippie/wiccans/pagan... ect.. people can you help me decode this message from my dreams? What makes my dreams so special is that they either come true or come with a valuable lesson , even nightmares come with a lesson .i recently meet my soul mate and he was the person i have been seeing since i was 12. Anyways there is something bugging me about other dream . In them i see an old guy who told me the way back home was going through the number 8 path the other paths were 5 and 7 , i do know that number 8 means balance(correct me if im wrong) and the others numbers too, but then i remembered that he also showed me a labyrinth and that i was going through him, so i googled squared labyrinth and found this: (please see the images ) http://www.crystalinks.com/labyrinths.ht... if you notice you will see that the center of the labyrinth is a number 8 like in the dream and also there are 5 and 7 which surround it. In that page it says something traveling to the center of yourself and balancing the both right and left hemispheres of the brain as well as the chakras , the question is , how will travel to the center of myself and balance all these things? Notice i had never seen this kinda thing before and im not kidding either so please tell me and if you can give me more info about all these then i would be so grateful!

Can 20 year olds experience a mid-life crisis? i am asking this because, i know twenty year old who are going through this weird stage. They wish they could travel the world but feel trapped in their jobs, the ones who are single wish that they could already find their soul mates, some even wish for kids. Im twenty years old myself, but the only thing i wish for myself is to travel alot when i finish college. I guess my question is, what do you call this phase these people are going through, are they going too fast?

my girlfriend is moving away what should i do? My gf recently broke it off with me after 2 years (1 living together). After we broke up i was devastated and thought she didnt love me. Then we got back together after she moved out and it was the best thing ever. The 'spark' had reignited & it was better than ever. The reason y she wants to move is because she isnt going to uni & wants to travel/live life. We talked about doing it together but now she dosnt like the idea of long distance for a year while i finish (tried & failed b4) & i believe she is trying to do it on her own. I dont understand because when we got back together she said she made a massive mistake & i was sure that her love for me was as strong as mine. Is she not interested anymore & should i try to forget about her or try to win her back? Its hard because i havent felt this way about anyone but it is the first time so i guess it will happen again right? It's hard cos on the otherhand i think ive found my 'soul mate' at the young age of 22. is it possible? she said breaking up with me was the mistake. not our relationship.

Is it true that men are just appendages to their penises? As I met a man, and his mother was dying, and wanted to say good bye, and he instead travelled to another town because he met some woman from there and hoped to get laid. The woman refused him, and his mother died meanwhile. He told me this story, and he said: "Because of this wh..e (!!!!) I didn't say good bye to my mummy, and she didn't put out." They'd do anything to satisfy their penises, even to the point of killing that mummy, and will find you a thousand excuses for their behaviour: we are like "babies", we want sex, we are different, and other nonsense. I know that men will respond with nasty comments, but I wanted just to ask: then, when you are with a man you are, basically, with a penis? When you were told that you would have a soul mate blah blah and stand by each other blah blah, and there will be love - it was all a big lie. In fact, you will get a penis which will be with you while it suits it and will quit you the minute something has gone wrong. It's so depressing. and even while they are with you, they are constantly looking for a better deal, looking if they can accommodate the penis better than with you.

I feel so unsettled in my life...how can I fix this? I've worked v hard over the years and travelled in between. Im single, mid 40s and thankfully look much younger, like early 30s plus Im fit and healthy and have good friends. The problem Im having is that I feel so unsettled. I cant put down roots and this means that I dont make enough effort to get things settled in my life. I have a feeling it might also turn some guys off me. I havnt met my soul mate yet even tho some guys have asked me to marry them..they were not right for my future. I dont know whether I should continue to travel or just try to settle where I am now. I have a good job, am independent financially but miss having a lover in my life. I know many people in couples are not happy but I believe in love. Please give me any advice as I cant sleep at night now wondering what to do about this problem? I rarely meet guys Im attracted to although lots ask me out. I usually turn them down. They are often young too...in their 20s.

How do i switch off and relax - forgotten and now on the brink? Father of 5, Partner to a excellant lady (my soul mate infact), and professional teacher to 200 + students a week. work full time, at uni doing a masters and travel at least 12 hours a week. Problem i've got is that i dont seem to get any me time - that is i am totally exhausted. Am surrounded by fantastic people but never have any time to socialise because i never have any time for my self. Having major problems sleeping at night after about 3 hours in bed i'm wide awake and then even more tierd the following day. have no extended family to speak of as its just me and my partner. Dont want to lean on her too much because she's in the same boat. any advise would be gr8 as cant seem to see the wood for the trees at the moment!!

Aries man and Aries girl - but he keeps going hot/cold on me?!? I met a guy on a datingsite; we're both 23. We sent messages via the site; this went onto 2-3 hr long convo's on MSN, getting 2know each other. Talked on the fone 1st time last week - after he kept me waiting on his call about 2hrs, and no reason given! But-we nattered like we'd been mates for years. He SEEMS so into me, texting random things just2 contact me, wanting to find out all about me, talking bout travelling 2getha/how perfect I seem to him (he's v.fussy.) He made it clear he hates we're far apart (he's in London, I'm further down) and that he wanted to meet me ASAP. So we are, this Friday. We've talked pretty random/intimate things in our convos, so know each other well some ways; but it's like he sees me as his soul-mate, and I've not even met him properly yet! (not that I'm complaining!) Is this normal of Arien men? Do they all get really into some1, but go hot/cold - he can be so RUDE, and selfish! I know I am2, but if he's that in2 me, y's he behaving this way??

How do I let go of a man I still believe is my soul's mate? I met him 3 years ago and started an intimate relationship in first few months. We enjoyed business discussions, travelling together and very quickly began to realize our relationship had incredibly deep roots . We were both married. We are both seperating now. Both spouses found out. Our families spent holidays together and I ran my business with him as my partner. We attended church (don't groan - I know) together. Built a relationship that has deeper connection, compassion and care than anything I have ever known. Sounds lovely. We also participated in alternative lifestyles, had incredibly heated and often intense conflict about all subjects not the least of which was his penchant for connecting with women. Not always for intimate encounters but always to draw them in and build close relationships with them. He began therapy about the subject and last October I had had enough. I ended it but we continued to text every single day. I can't let go. He has now. I'm devastated!

What is your opinion on this letter.? Hello (Willy) Will have to start by saying a I'm a beautiful, talented, intelligent young woman who's looking for someone who can be honest and trust worthy.I want someone who can be serious, yet spontaneous.a guy that understand the rhythm of love.A guy that is willing to settle down and have a family his own. My ideal match will have close family ties, and have a great relationship with his mother, yet holds me on a pedestal at the same height as his mother. If you can handle a woman who's not afraid to speak her mind, I could be your destiny.I am a Christan,and I work for the lord as a missionary,and the work that i do pertains me to do a lot of travelling.i have gathered very beautiful views about life and would like to settle down with someone I can call my my soul mate. plus I minister to people telling the about the love of God.I am out here seeking for love and someone that has the fear of the lord.Someone that is dedicated and someone that believes in the lord as it is writte

Why do I feel so unsettled? Its driving me insane!? I like travelling and I'm single so I've lived in various different countries and continents over the past 20 years, partly for my job and partly for freelance travelling. I have lots of friends and hobbies. The thing is that lately, I just can't seem to select a country in which to live. I havn't met my soul mate and am a bit disappointed about this and also about the fact that because of this, I don't have a child. Apart from that, I am a happy girl. It's just that this 'unsettled' feeling is growing in recent months and I don't know what to do about it. I thought about going back to study something and this might 'ground' me for a while. Any concrete advice would be really appreciated.

Why do I feel so unsettled? Its making me feel insane.? I like travelling and I'm single so I've lived in various different countries and continents over the past 20 years, partly for my job and partly for freelance travelling. I have lots of friends and hobbies. The thing is that lately, I just can't seem to select a country in which to live. I havn't met my soul mate and am a bit disappointed about this and also about the fact that because of this, I don't have a child. Apart from that, I am a happy girl. It's just that this 'unsettled' feeling is growing in recent months and I don't know what to do about it. I thought about going back to study something and this might 'ground' me for a while. Any concrete advice would be really appreciated.

is that make my girlfriend change her look to me ? last night i was talkin to my gf in the phone..we've been 7 month together and we love each other very much we like a soul mates....i'm going to travel after 3 days to Palestine.. for 2 month and we she know that she start to cry..i couldn't hold my tears inside so..i cried but not like her...but i dunno ....when a man cry..does that change her look to me that am too sensitive ..or emotions ..?

Is there ever a right time to get pregnant? Hey, I am 24, in a long term, and loving relationship with my soul mate. I have chronic endometriosis, and today found out that my IUD mirena has slipped, and has been working ineffectively for over a year... and I never got pregnant. I saw my gynaecologist today, and she said that it appears my ovaries and my uterus are fixed (in effect glued down), and I may need another surgery. But basically the real only cure is pregnancy, (as the other drugs they offered me sound so toxic!!). They also talked about the decreased fertility rates with endo, and I got thinking about pregnancy. Should I think about having a child soonish... Is it really that important? I feel at a cross roads, because I dont want to rush into having a baby just because, but I dont want to miss the boat either... For the record, I have a degree, a good job, about to buy a home, done a little travelling, but is it enough to warrant having a child? Any thoughts are greatly appreciated. Thanks ;-) Sorry, I guess I forgot to mention my partner. He is 38, and a wonderful man. He is so supportive, and says he will do whatever I want, and will be by myside. We agreed to have children, Im just not sure if we are ready yet. But I guess sometimes you have to prioritise whats more important.

I've beem married for 1 1/2 years we love each other but he is a bit inmature? We dont have the same taste, don't like the same things, we don't really enjoy much together apart from a good meal, cinema, travelling and a few other things that i can't remenber now,we nornally go out with our friends,he with his and me with mine. I find it boring sometimes because i think a husband should be almost a soul mate. But he likes to go out and party until 7 am and get drunk as a skunk and i dont enjoy that... he doesnt have a future plan, he hardly knows what type of job he wants to do later in life.... but i do. I dont know if i should work this out or ignore and get on with my life he might change later.... WHAT DO YOU THINK?

Want to know how I came to the States? I worked my butt off "IN" Mexico. I saved my money. I traveled here first. I was respectful! I made friends and went through the channels. Now I am a citizen and I have worked up to a nice job. I am sick of my taxes going to someone else other than right here. You from Mexico and here Illegally-go to work like I did and save your money. I was from a poor family of ten. Don't give me your sob story. It is hard but YOU can do it the right way. Those who support them--mostly because of your love for your mate or friend are Wrong. And you are supporting laziness and lies and greed. I heard your dumb remarks always in defense no matter what-aren't you the kind soul-at other's expense. And if you don't like what I say, you can kiss my brown butt. And I am planing on going to Washington and demand that people who did it the right way are respected and that no Amnesty is given. And don't think of pulling that racist crap with me. I like all people who do it the right way! investigator be the first to kiss my butt! lelekid4ever I will try ty. Colorxt I know its sad-lots of work will do it lelekid4ever I will try ty. Colortx I know its sad- again lots of work will do it and charlie-I made less, I just save it.

Would you rather? 1. be a famous musician or a famous actor/actress? 2. win an Oscar, a Grammy, or the Nobel Prize? (If Nobel Prize, in what field?) 3. own a race car or a private jet? 4. be very, very rich or meet your soul mate? 5. write a great novel or write a timeless song? 6. be a pro sports figure or a scientist? 7. be on MTV or reality t.v.? 8. be the President or discover a cure for cancer? 9. the best singer or the best dancer? 10. travel to Europe in style or camp all over the U.S.?

What do you think about my writing? Do you like it? I need your opinion..? Okay excluding the while errors with grammar and all that stuff what do you think? do you like it if so why? you dont like it? why dont you like it? Tell me what you think about it Would you buy it if it were in a bookstore by reading the first chapter? please answere all the question it will help a lot... and if you like it and would like to continue reading please email me at garcia_ana2793@yahoo.com i would be glad to show you the story as it goes... no rude comments please...say it politely oh by the way sorry for the structure it is in i dont know what happened... here it is... 1.Goodbye Love “Hi, Brit what did you need me for?” I asked Brigette as I walked into the living room. She sat very still in the couch her sky blue eyes filled with tears. She looked at me apologetically. She still was in her pajamas at seven p.m. kind of odd for her to be like that. Her chocolate colored hair was up on a ponytail. Looked like she hadn’t gone out the whole day. She kept her eyes fixated on me. Silence filled the room grew and uncomfortable. “Is everything okay? You feel okay?” I asked. She patted the seat next to her in the couch, signaling me to go sit next to her. I did as she wanted and went to sit next to her. I loved her with all my heart and something told me she wasn’t alright. I put her head between my hands forcing her to meet my eyes. “Baby what’s wrong?” I asked once again much more concerned. She broke out in tears I pulled her into my chest. Seconds later she pulled herself together. And finally spoke. “Aron?” She said trying to not meet my worried eyes. “Aron…I don’t want to hurt you but---“ She paused and got up from the sofa. Something told me that she didn’t want to tell me something good. She sighed. “Aron--- I don’t love you. I think it would be best if you and I went our separate ways.” She turned around to face me. Her eyes filled with sadness and something else anger, maybe. “I don’t” she paused. “I…I don’t love you as much I much did.” Her words burnt a hole in my chest. She didn’t want to hurt me but she still managed to do so. “No! Why are you joking around like this?” I asked her. Immediately my heart and mind went into denial to what she had just told me. No she can’t stop loving me...She promised me she would always love me no matter what. What happened to that promised? I told myself. I began to shake my head. My heart stopped for a second. “Please don’t do this to me. We can work it out.” I said as if any compromise could be possible. She bursted out into tears pleading for my forgiveness. My heart was in denial this just couldn’t be true. This was a nightmare that should soon end. I shut my eyes to try to weak up. I opened them and there I still was in her living room. Brigette was the woman of my dreams, my soul mate… the one person I’d do anything for. She pleaded me to forgive her. But why? She didn’t do anything wrong. Her heart betrayed her. It was something she couldn’t control. But as much as I told myself that she had no control over her feelings towards me that it was all her heart, I could still feel the pain more alive than ever. Her heart no longer longing for me hurt unlike any other pain I have ever experienced. It was the pain of love, something new I thought I would never feel. “But---” I hurried to find the right words. But none came to mind. This pain was to strong for me to bear with. My heart entered into a battle with my mind. My heart kept telling my mind “No. It’s not true nothing she is saying is true.” “But her words were so profound. They just couldn’t be fake” my mind responded. I didn't want to leave her if I did life would be as if living it in hell. Her wide sky blue eyes looked at me filled with tears and once again pleaded for forgiveness. I entered into a state of shock. I had found my one true love and now to find out that I wasn’t her true love. She looked at me with tears coming out one after another. I looked down to the floor. She walked towards me. She reached up and now held my face between her smooth soft hands making me, no forcing me to look her in the eyes. Silence filled the room, only our fast breathing could be heard. I couldn’t speak. “Will you please say something?! Say something----Anything!” She said with tears coming out again. She breathed in. “Tell me you hate me! Just speak…please” Why would she want my lips to move with words of regret? I looked into her eyes there was no doubt she felt atrocious for hurting me like this. She very well knew that she had become that reason of my existence. I tried to pull away from her hands, but she held my face there with all her strength. “Aron speak please!” she spoke again. Her voice with fear. I didn’t know what to say. What could I say? Don’t worry I understand you…No! I didn’t understand her. I sighed, and decided to speak to her. “What is there to say? What do I say?” Alleviation came to her at the listen of my voice. She shrugged at my question.. She wanted to her that I would accept this with the passing of time. I couldn’t lie to her---I couldn’t lie to myself. My heart ached greatly a pain I had never known until now. It felt as if she were pouring salt into my wounded heart by wanting to hear a lie just to cover up the reality of things. I didn’t know what to say I could only concentrate on the pain that was inside me. She dropped her hands to her side and walked to the window. The phrase "you will be the death of me" came to mind although I don't know why my mind wondered away at a time like this. “Brigette?” I called for her. “Yes, Aron?” her eyes still looking out the window. “What do you want me to say?” I breathed in. “You want me to tell you not to worry that eventually I’ll get over it?” I asked. “Yes…” she whispered softly. I didn’t know what to tell her now. That was what she wanted to hear from me…a lie. She turned around but never looked at me. “Aron. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for causing you this pain. I’m sorry for the pain I have put over you. I knew this wouldn't be easy but I had to speak up before things went to far and the pain was bigger than what it is now. But you---” She hesitated. Pain bigger than this existed? I asked myself. I wanted to run into her arms. But I couldn't allow myself to think how wonderful her arms would feel. Besides the pain I felt something else hate and resentment--- something I didn't expect to ever be grown towards Brigette. “I what?” I asked. Her tears quickly became sobs. “I---I…care about you.” She got the words out with a lot of effort. She took a deep breath and went on. "You mean so much to me. You where there twenty-four seven when my parents died.You've been with me since the tenth grade helping me get through it. It isn't fair for me to just come and break a noble, gentle, loving heart like yours." She closed her eyes shut so she couldn't see the pain being afflicted in me. "I care about you a lot but it isn't the same way as it used to be when we were fifteen. Many things have changed since then"---she sighed---"I've changed Aron." Tears came out of her eyes, some escaped mine also. I tried hard to grasp each and every single word she spoke. I tried to understand where in the three years since we were fifteen something or someone changed. I walked to the window. A storm was coming on its way. Lightning filled the room and thunder ended the silence in the room. "All that you did for me changed the way I looked at you but I didn't want to see it. But it was all so hazy that I couldn't understand what my feelings were for you. Soon you changed into a brother figure to me...family" She smiled at the thought of family. Then again the room was filled with silence. I tried my best to not concentrate on the pain that she had just put over me.I decided to speak. "Brigette I think it's time for me to go--- "And I will never regret helping you through the tough times but I do wish you had told me when the way you looked at me changed. So I wouldn't have made plans of you and I together." I fought hard to restrain my tears, she quickly turned around to face me. "Aron don't go please! I don't want us to end like this. This isn't how I wanted it to be. And you can't go your cars at the mechanics and it will soon rain." She said. Like that would stop me from trying to leave. She looked for any excuse so that we could end the right way to talk it out, but I could no longer bear to look at the woman I loved and still love with all my heart and know she doesn't love me back the way I thought she did. "All has been said, That's the least of the problems. It's best if I go.." I walked to the door where so many times I had come in. It hurt to know that this was the last time I would walk through it. She fallowed behind me crying her eyes out. She put her hands over her heart shaped face to conceal the scream that she wished to let out. I hesitated on the door and looked at her for a minute. "You can hate me for everything I never did for you" she said. "Goodbye my love." I said and that would be the last thing I would ever say to her I thought."I could never hate you" "Never." I whispered back to her. As I began to distance myself from her home I began to agree with her I didn't want it to end like this in fact I didn't want it to end ever. But fate had decided differently. I soon felt alone she was the girl I had been waiting for only to find out I wasn't the guy she awaited for. I remembered her kisses. Her soft and sweet lips. Tears came to my eyes at the thought that I would never be able to have her in my arms. I walked and walked without a destination not that I even cared where I went. I thought this was a nightmare that soon I would have to weak up from. But it was reality, and reality hit hard. I tried hard to block out thoughts of her so I wouldn't lose control or my head. My heart ached I had never experienced this pain.I was only eighteen yet I knew that Brigette was the girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. The thunder grew louder and lightning became more consistent. I walked to the woods not caring at all what time it was, I don't think I even remember my own home. The anguish was bigger than what I would have ever imagined. As much as I tried to prohibit my heart from building anger it still did so. Rain drops began to fall from the skies above to my head and body. I walked in the woods not caring if I got home. I didn't pay attention to were I was going I just wanted to disappear from the phase of the earth... to never be seen again. The rain became heavier and soon my whole body was soaking wet. Although it was pretty cold outside I didn't feel it. The pain didn't let me feel anything else. The pain eased after a while. I became aware of my surroundings. I had walked in the woods for over two hours it was now midnight. 2.Coven As I walked farther into the woods I felt as if I were being watched. I should have worried but I didn't. Later I felt followed, quickly I turned around to look behind me but I could not see anyone and it was pitch black only the lighting brighten the path but afterwards leaving me blind. I turned back around. I gasped at the surprised to find the most stunning woman standing in front of me. Hey skin was pale but perfect no flaws. Her eyes dark almost black but I wasn't sure if that was just me. She spoke to me. "Who are you?" Her voice was so sweet, astonishing, like a melody. Unlike any other voice I've ever heard. She ran her fingers from my ear, to my jaw, to my lips. She traced my lips and finally she put her fingers under my chin and tilted my head back. She kept her fingers there her touch was cold almost as ice but soft. Couple seconds later she dropped her hand back to her side. Something told me this was no average girl. Something told me to make a run from her but another didn't want to stop looking at her breath taking beauty. Her hazel colored hair didn't seem to be affected by the rain. She stood silent and still awaiting my answer. I breathed in her sweet sent, an aroma you'd associate with an expensive perfume. I think her sent topped any expensive perfume out there. "I'm Aron, and you?" It seemed like a silly thing to ask someone this astounding but it was all I could come up with. Her captivating beauty was truly blinding. She looked at me and tilted her head to the left then right. Meanwhile I had the chance to look at the rest of her. Her body was just as perfect as her face. She put any Milan model to shame. She wore dark colored skinny jeans, with black leather four inch boots that reached her knee. She wore the boots over the jeans. Her top was a black cami. What intrigued me was that she wore a black cape over her. Its length was all the way to the bottom of her heel almost touching the ground. The cape hugged each of her curbs. "My name is Ella." She smiled revealing perfectly aligned white teeth. "Your heart. It's filled with pain." Said Ella while putting her hand in my chest where my heart is. "How did you know?" I asked amazed. "The look in your eyes. the slow beating of your heart." I smiled and looked at her hand that was placed on my chest. "Wow! You're good." "Aron come with me." she added quickly."I can take all the pain away. Turn you into someone more powerful with abilities unlike anyone else." I looked at her completely oblivious to what she meant. "Okay take the pain away then." I said. Part of me didn't believe in a single word she spoke but another knew she could that she could be capable of so much more.She smiled at me. Suddenly she began to lean close to me as if she were going to kiss me. But she began leaning in closer and closer until her lips touched my neck. She kissed me once and leaned back a couple inches. "Join me in the death of your soul and the birth of a new soul" She said. Still I was unaware of what she was speaking about I took it all as a joke. Then again her cold soft lips touched my neck, next thing I knew she had sunken her teeth in to me. It felt as the life was being sucked away from me, it felt good as if my worries were being taken away from me. Only until after she moved back I realized what she was. She grabbed my hand and said "Time for you to join the coven." I was scared of what had just happened. Pain began to fill my body I groaned and she held on to me with more force so I wouldn't fall. "You're...You...Are--- A---Vampire!" I said through the pain. She smiled at me. "I told you a new soul would be born." A vampire? No I'm asleep it explains the break up, the womans beauty, the vampire woman I told myself. The pain became stronger it felt excruciating yet very good because all the memories of my life just seem to be disappearing one by one. All the things and people I had ever known became hazy. Only her memory still remained as if it were tattooed to my brain. I closed my eyes and win blew against my face I opened my eyes only to see I was surrounded by nothing but blackness. I turn to look for Ella and she stood beside me calm and holding my arm her shoulder length hair blew back so gracefully . I looked around I couldn't see anything I could only feel the wind in my face. I turned around and around to see what was happening. I began to see streaks of light. Only then did I realize we were traveling at the speed of light yet we still stood in place. I could see the trees well their blur.. "Ella what's going on? What did you do to me? Ella!" I asked fearfully. "Shh..." She said putting her index finger on my lips."Calm down. Everything will be okay and very soon you will get all the answers to your questions. But first you must begin your commencement." Everything around us suddenly stopped moving and we were in what looked like castle we were no longer outside. I realized that we had been "transported" to this castle. We began to walk in a long corridor. Candles filled the corridor with light. The pain became afflictive and filled my body. The hall ended at what looked like a ballroom. A circle of men with the same cape as Ella's gathered in the center of the room. "Ahh. Aron welcome to our coven." Said a man in the center extending his arms as if he were going to give me a hug.

Why does she want a divorce? My wife and I have been married almost 9 yrs., this Oct.6. She had been drinking heavily for about a month so, she asked me to set her up an appointment with a Dr. I proceed to do so and the Dr. says she's depressed. She works 10 hrs. a day and takes care of our two daughters. I also work 10 hrs. a day and do my share around the house., which we bought only a year ago. Anyway, the Dr. gives her an antidepressant.(effexor) She take all of them in a months period. Her prescription ran out and she borrowed a (lexapro) from a co-worker. She tells the Dr. lexapro helps her more, with no evaluation he gave her a 3 month supply for lexapro. After she started taking the lexapro she started getting out of control. Doing and saying things she has never done or said before. She says, "Finding out who she really is." (Remember we have 2 daughters. 8 yrs. and 3 yrs.) She finally tells me she wants a divorce and has wanted one for a total of 6 yrs. This came as a shock to me, buying a house and having a 3yr old. I asked why and she says she's tired... I admit I haven't been the best husband in the world but my family has always been loved and taken care of. (I would travel to the depths of hell just to see them smile.) I asked, why she gave birth to our second daughter and she says she wanted me to be happy. I also told her I wanted counseling to help us work this out. She told me we could go but, only if it helped me get through the divorce not to work out our problems. Anyway, if there is anybody out there that can help., Please do? I need someone who can understand my situation and not criticize us or our marriage. She is the love of my life, the mother of my children, and I truly believe my soul mate.

Lyrics tell me what u think....... Taste My Soul spirits on a trip to outer space i love u even if i cant see your face taste my soul beautiful soul mate ill return the favor at this rate taste my soul and turn the key its free there arent any fees traveling together hand in hand saying hello to the little man cause were just alike in everyway and alike i wanna stay may we feel at peace in tranquilty lets share this joy why keep it privatly taste my soul and turn the key on our trip just u and me taste my soul if u really want to taste my soul baby taste my soul lets get down and lose control taste my soul taste my soul dance of the life that is our goal drawing near to the place we wanna go

What do you think about my writing? Can i have you opinion? What do you think of it? Does it keep you wanting to read or does it drag on? If you like it tell me why...if not tell me why also please. And besides the grammar and all the good stuff do you think i need to make any changes? also can you feel what the characters feel or somewhat of what they feel? can you imagine them in your head or not? thx if you answer i really appreciate it!!! If you want to help me on giving me criticism on it to help me better it and if you want to read more as i write please email me at garcia_ana2793@yahoo.com heres the story 1.Goodbye Love “Hi, Brit what did you need me for?” I asked Brigette as I walked into the living room. She sat very still in the couch her sky blue eyes filled with tears. She looked at me apologetically. She still was in her pajamas at seven p.m. kind of odd for her to be like that.. Her chocolate colored hair was up on a ponytail. Looked like she hadn’t gone out the whole day. She kept her eyes fixated on me. Silence filled the room grew and uncomfortable. “Is everything okay? You feel okay?” I asked. She patted the seat next to her in the couch, signaling me to go sit next to her. I did as she wanted and went to sit next to her. I loved her with all my heart and something told me she wasn’t alright. I put her head between my hands forcing her to meet my eyes. “Baby what’s wrong?” I asked once again much more concerned. She broke out in tears I pulled her into my chest. Seconds later she pulled herself together. And finally spoke. “Aron?” She said trying to not meet my worried eyes. “Aron…I don’t want to hurt you but---“ She paused and got up from the sofa.. Something told me that she didn’t want to tell me something good. She sighed. “Aron--- I don’t love you. I think it would be best if you and I went our separate ways.” She turned around to face me. Her eyes filled with sadness and something else anger, maybe. “I don’t” she paused. “I…I don’t love you as much I much did.” Her words burnt a hole in my chest. She didn’t want to hurt me but she still managed to do so. “No! Why are you joking around like this?” I asked her. Immediately my heart and mind went into denial to what she had just told me. No she can’t stop loving me...She promised me she would always love me no matter what. What happened to that promised? I told myself. I began to shake my head. My heart stopped for a second. “Please don’t do this to me. We can work it out.” I said as if any compromise could be possible. She bursted out into tears pleading for my forgiveness. My heart was in denial this just couldn’t be true. This was a nightmare that should soon end. I shut my eyes to try to weak up. I opened them and there I still was in her living room. Brigette was the woman of my dreams, my soul mate… the one person I’d do anything for. She pleaded me to forgive her. But why? She didn’t do anything wrong. Her heart betrayed her. It was something she couldn’t control. But as much as I told myself that she had no control over her feelings towards me that it was all her heart, I could still feel the pain more alive than ever. Her heart no longer longing for me hurt unlike any other pain I have ever experienced. It was the pain of love, something new I thought I would never feel. “But---” I hurried to find the right words. But none came to mind. This pain was to strong for me to bear with. My heart entered into a battle with my mind. My heart kept telling my mind “No. It’s not true nothing she is saying is true.” “But her words were so profound. They just couldn’t be fake” my mind responded. I didn't want to leave her if I did life would be as if living it in hell. Her wide sky blue eyes looked at me filled with tears and once again pleaded for forgiveness. I entered into a state of shock. I had found my one true love and now to find out that I wasn’t her true love. She looked at me with tears coming out one after another. I looked down to the floor. She walked towards me. She reached up and now held my face between her smooth soft hands making me, no forcing me to look her in the eyes. Silence filled the room, only our fast breathing could be heard. I couldn’t speak. “Will you please say something?! Say something----Anything!” She said with tears coming out again. She breathed in. “Tell me you hate me! Just speak…please” Why would she want my lips to move with words of regret? I looked into her eyes there was no doubt she felt atrocious for hurting me like this. She very well knew that she had become that reason of my existence. I tried to pull away from her hands, but she held my face there with all her strength. “Aron speak please!” she spoke again. Her voice with fear. I didn’t know what to say. What could I say? Don’t worry I understand you…No! I didn’t understand her. I sighed, and decided to speak to her. “What is there to say? What do I say?” Alleviation came to her at the listen of my voice. She shrugged at my question.. She wanted to her that I would accept this with the passing of time. I couldn’t lie to her---I couldn’t lie to myself. My heart ached greatly a pain I had never known until now. It felt as if she were pouring salt into my wounded heart by wanting to hear a lie just to cover up the reality of things. I didn’t know what to say I could only concentrate on the pain that was inside me. She dropped her hands to her side and walked to the window.. The phrase "you will be the death of me" came to mind although I don't know why my mind wondered away at a time like this. “Brigette?” I called for her. “Yes, Aron?” her eyes still looking out the window. “What do you want me to say?” I breathed in. “You want me to tell you not to worry that eventually I’ll get over it?” I asked. “Yes…” she whispered softly. I didn’t know what to tell her now. That was what she wanted to hear from me…a lie. She turned around but never looked at me.. “Aron. I’m sorry. I’m sorry for causing you this pain. I’m sorry for the pain I have put over you. I knew this wouldn't be easy but I had to speak up before things went to far and the pain was bigger than what it is now. But you---” She hesitated. Pain bigger than this existed? I asked myself. I wanted to run into her arms. But I couldn't allow myself to think how wonderful her arms would feel. Besides the pain I felt something else hate and resentment--- something I didn't expect to ever be grown towards Brigette. “I what?” I asked. Her tears quickly became sobs. “I---I…care about you.” She got the words out with a lot of effort. She took a deep breath and went on. "You mean so much to me. You where there twenty-four seven when my parents died.You've been with me since the tenth grade helping me get through it. It isn't fair for me to just come and break a noble, gentle, loving heart like yours." She closed her eyes shut so she couldn't see the pain being afflicted in me. "I care about you a lot but it isn't the same way as it used to be when we were fifteen. Many things have changed since then"---she sighed---"I've changed Aron." Tears came out of her eyes, some escaped mine also. I tried hard to grasp each and every single word she spoke. I tried to understand where in the three years since we were fifteen something or someone changed. I walked to the window. A storm was coming on its way. Lightning filled the room and thunder ended the silence in the room. "All that you did for me changed the way I looked at you but I didn't want to see it. But it was all so hazy that I couldn't understand what my feelings were for you. Soon you changed into a brother figure to me...family" She smiled at the thought of family. Then again the room was filled with silence. I tried my best to not concentrate on the pain that she had just put over me.I decided to speak. "Brigette I think it's time for me to go--- "And I will never regret helping you through the tough times but I do wish you had told me when the way you looked at me changed. So I wouldn't have made plans of you and I together." I fought hard to restrain my tears, she quickly turned around to face me. "Aron don't go please! I don't want us to end like this. This isn't how I wanted it to be. And you can't go your cars at the mechanics and it will soon rain." She said. Like that would stop me from trying to leave. She looked for any excuse so that we could end the right way to talk it out, but I could no longer bear to look at the woman I loved and still love with all my heart and know she doesn't love me back the way I thought she did. "All has been said, That's the least of the problems. It's best if I go.." I walked to the door where so many times I had come in. It hurt to know that this was the last time I would walk through it. She fallowed behind me crying her eyes out. She put her hands over her heart shaped face to conceal the scream that she wished to let out.. I hesitated on the door and looked at her for a minute. "You can hate me for everything I never did for you" she said. "Goodbye my love." I said and that would be the last thing I would ever say to her I thought."I could never hate you" "Never." I whispered back to her. As I began to distance myself from her home I began to agree with her I didn't want it to end like this in fact I didn't want it to end ever. But fate had decided differently. I soon felt alone she was the girl I had been waiting for only to find out I wasn't the guy she awaited for. I remembered her kisses. Her soft and sweet lips. Tears came to my eyes at the thought that I would never be able to have her in my arms. I walked and walked without a destination not that I even cared where I went. I thought this was a nightmare that soon I would have to weak up from. But it was reality, and reality hit hard. I tried hard to block out thoughts of her so I wouldn't lose control or my head. My heart ached I had never experienced this pain.I was only eighteen yet I knew that Brigette was the girl I wanted to spend the rest of my life with. The thunder grew louder and lightning became more consistent. I walked to the woods not caring at all what time it was, I don't think I even remember my own home. The anguish was bigger than what I would have ever imagined. As much as I tried to prohibit my heart from building anger it still did so. Rain drops began to fall from the skies above to my head and body. I walked in the woods not caring if I got home. I didn't pay attention to were I was going I just wanted to disappear from the phase of the earth... to never be seen again. The rain became heavier and soon my whole body was soaking wet. Although it was pretty cold outside I didn't feel it. The pain didn't let me feel anything else. The pain eased after a while. I became aware of my surroundings. I had walked in the woods for over two hours it was now midnight. 2.Coven As I walked farther into the woods I felt as if I were being watched. I should have worried but I didn't. Later I felt followed, quickly I turned around to look behind me but I could not see anyone and it was pitch black only the lighting brighten the path but afterwards leaving me blind. I turned back around. I gasped at the surprised to find the most stunning woman standing in front of me. Hey skin was pale but perfect no flaws.. Her eyes dark almost black but I wasn't sure if that was just me.. She spoke to me. "Who are you?" Her voice was so sweet, astonishing, like a melody. Unlike any other voice I've ever heard. She ran her fingers from my ear, to my jaw, to my lips. She traced my lips and finally she put her fingers under my chin and tilted my head back. She kept her fingers there her touch was cold almost as ice but soft. Couple seconds later she dropped her hand back to her side. Something told me this was no average girl. Something told me to make a run from her but another didn't want to stop looking at her breath taking beauty. Her hazel colored hair didn't seem to be affected by the rain. She stood silent and still awaiting my answer. I breathed in her sweet sent, an aroma you'd associate with an expensive perfume. I think her sent topped any expensive perfume out there. "I'm Aron, and you?" It seemed like a silly thing to ask someone this astounding but it was all I could come up with. Her captivating beauty was truly blinding. She looked at me and tilted her head to the left then right. Meanwhile I had the chance to look at the rest of her. Her body was just as perfect as her face. She put any Milan model to shame. She wore dark colored skinny jeans, with black leather four inch boots that reached her knee. She wore the boots over the jeans. Her top was a black cami. What intrigued me was that she wore a black cape over her. Its length was all the way to the bottom of her heel almost touching the ground. The cape hugged each of her curbs. "My name is Ella." She smiled revealing perfectly aligned white teeth. "Your heart. It's filled with pain." Said Ella while putting her hand in my chest where my heart is. "How did you know?" I asked amazed. "The look in your eyes. the slow beating of your heart." I smiled and looked at her hand that was placed on my chest. "Wow! You're good." "Aron come with me." she added quickly."I can take all the pain away. Turn you into someone more powerful with abilities unlike anyone else." I looked at her completely oblivious to what she meant. "Okay take the pain away then." I said. Part of me didn't believe in a single word she spoke but another knew she could that she could be capable of so much more.She smiled at me. Suddenly she began to lean close to me as if she were going to kiss me. But she began leaning in closer and closer until her lips touched my neck. She kissed me once and leaned back a couple inches. "Join me in the death of your soul and the birth of a new soul" She said. Still I was unaware of what she was speaking about I took it all as a joke. Then again her cold soft lips touched my neck, next thing I knew she had sunken her teeth in to me. It felt as the life was being sucked away from me, it felt good as if my worries were being taken away from me. Only until after she moved back I realized what she was. She grabbed my hand and said "Time for you to join the coven." I was scared of what had just happened. Pain began to fill my body I groaned and she held on to me with more force so I wouldn't fall. "You're...You...Are--- A---Vampire!" I said through the pain. She smiled at me. "I told you a new soul would be born." A vampire? No I'm asleep it explains the break up, the womans beauty, the vampire woman I told myself. The pain became stronger it felt excruciating yet very good because all the memories of my life just seem to be disappearing one by one. All the things and people I had ever known became hazy. Only her memory still remained as if it were tattooed to my brain. I closed my eyes and win blew against my face I opened my eyes only to see I was surrounded by nothing but blackness. I turn to look for Ella and she stood beside me calm and holding my arm her shoulder length hair blew back so gracefully . I looked around I couldn't see anything I could only feel the wind in my face. I turned around and around to see what was happening. I began to see streaks of light. Only then did I realize we were traveling at the speed of light yet we still stood in place. I could see the trees well their blur.. "Ella what's going on? What did you do to me? Ella!" I asked fearfully. "Shh..." She said putting her index finger on my lips."Calm down... Everything will be okay and very soon you will get all the answers to your questions. But first you must begin your commencement." Everything around us suddenly stopped moving and we were in what looked like castle we were no longer outside. I realized that we had been "transported" to this castle. We began to walk in a long corridor. Candles filled the corridor with light. The pain became afflictive and filled my body. The hall ended at what looked like a ballroom. A circle of men with the same cape asElla's gathered in the center of the room. "Ahh.. Aron welcome to our coven." Said a man in the center extending his arms as if he were going to give me a hug. 3.Initiation Ella had already taken her place in the circle of people that now surrounded me. "Coven?" I asked feeling my eyes brows pull together in confusion. The man in the center nodded. He seemed a bit irritated my my confusion but ecstatic to have me there finally like he had been awaiting this for so long. "Yes, and you're our last member....the chosen member...to make us an official coven" He said taking slow steps towards me. The man was pretty tall and had pale skin. He looked no more than an average guy...well his size I mean. I turned around looking at every single person all of them had the perfect pale skin and the piercing black eyes that Ella had. All had their each captivating beauty. All were men and Ella looked like the only woman in the "coven". "Ella you said you'd help me---Where did you bring me to?" I asked turning around to face Ella although she never met my gaze.. "Soon it will all be over." She said. All bowed their head down to the man in the center with me. He must be their leader because why else would these people we bowing down to them and why else would he have greeted me...him in specifically. His eyes were locked on me watching my breathing and my movements. He quickly reached up and pulled my left eye lid up and looked at my eyes. He then grabbed my arm aggressively and looked at my skin, he let my arms drop to my side.Finally he had placed his hand in the collar of my blue t-shirt. Then he pulled with what looked like little force ripping my shirt in half. I gasped in surprised. Then I looked down to inspect the damage he had done to my surprise I had muscles. I was an average size guy that rarely went to the gym. I know had abs and triceps all to perfection. I also noticed that my skin had gone from a sandy brown to a pale cream color almost white but not quite at the same time. "The transformation is almost complete." he said pointing at my new body "we must begin at once!" "Welcome, Aron" All the voices said at once. I flinch at their voices they were like symphonies. I quickly began to feel cross with Ella she said she'd help me but all she did was put me in the center of these weird people. Although I think they were hoping for me to be furious, that was not to hard to realize. They wanted me to be frustrated with everything and everyone in this dull life of mine. They were getting their way very quickly. But still after everything that was going on I still had no idea where I was or what was happening that is what made me less patient with these people. "My name is Demitrius" the man in the center said pointing to himself."And it is time for you to learn the covens rule if you will be joining us, and of course begin your initiation-" Rules?Coven? what type of people were they. Was this some type of joke that someone decided to play on me in a very very bad time of my life. "What?" I asked in a whisper trying to get my thoughts to work with were I was and what was happening at the moments. That didn't go so well I just confused myself, and I knew that I had to keep all my senses keen if I was going to be around these people. "Rule number one--" Demirius said walking towards me."Never expose out kind, in other word never betray your family--meaning us--" He said with a grin in his face. Oh, how I wish I can just wipe that grin off his face with a good punch to his mouth. He walked towards me much more quickly, he didn't seem the type of guy that was that strong so I had no I idea that he would hurt me that bad. Then all of a sudden he had kicked me in my stomach. I flew about ten feet into the air from his hit and slammed into the wall from the other side of the room. Pain began to spread through my body but it wasn't the pain I had expected it was a dull pain. Let's teach him rule number two shall we... a voice said in my head. It sounded exactly like Demitrius so I looked at him and he had not moved his lips at all. But I didn't take that voice for granted I knew he would hit me again and with no hope of escaping even to the opposite side of the room I shut my eyes closed. I wished I could have been in the other side of the room, at least I could get far away from him. I heard him charge towards me, seconds later I was expecting for him to have hit me unless he already had. I sucked in a deep breath and opened my eyes and I was standing in the opposite side of the room where I wish. a "Wow" escaped from me at the surprise. Demitrius had just realized I wasn't there he laughed. In the back of my head I was surprised but still wondered what that voice in the back of my head was and why did it sound so much like Demitrius. "I see you think fast." Demitrius said interrupting my inside conversation. "Now let me tell you rule number two" he said. I blinked and when I opened my eyes he was no longer there. Then our of no nowhere he appeared next to me. If I wasn't going mad I'd say he had just "teleported" to my side. I grinned at the thought. That just couldn't be possible. I seeing things. I told myself. Unexpectedly he grabbed me by my wrist and threw me to a corner with a lot of force. I hit the wall but this time as I got up with absolutely no pain. Bricks fell to the floor as I stood up. I turned around to inspect the wall behind me. Exactly where my body had smashed into the wall, the figure of my body had been formed as if it were play-doo. I was speechless any normal person would be unconscience or maybe even dead, But I was perfectly fine better than ever. With no doubt I knew that Ella had done something to me, that I no longer was an average human. Or just maybe I just wasn't human---at all---anymore. "And that's the best you got.?" I asked although that wasn't planning on saying--actually I wasn't even planning on speaking for many reasons. Demitrius grimance. "Rule number two..."--Never have any interaction with any human being. There again I heard the voice--Demitius voice, but he hadn't moved his lips at all. "Let me guess it for my sake, Never have any interaction with any human beings..." I said. Again something I wasn't planning to say because I didn't have enough courage to do so. But still a different part of me had all the courage in the world or just didn't fear these people. "How did you?" Demitrius asked baffled. I chuckled at his perplexity. He was surprise that I knew the rules even though an hour ago I was human and had no idea of the existence of this species---of these vampires. "Power of mind Demitrius." I said and smiled at him. I'm absolutely sure that was not me speaking. There was someone else growing inside of me. "Join me in the death of you soul and birth a new soul." I remembered Ella's words that she had spoken to me in the wood earlier today. So my soul, the person I had been for eighteen years was quickly leaving and just leaving this body for a new soul with hate and ability to do anything to get what he wanted was filling it. "NO! I can't let you take over me! NO! I won't let you change me...Never!" I said yelling inside my mind expecting for no answer. "You must go. This world is no longer for you. You said you'd never hate but you hate and that just helps me get stronger and stronger so I can take over you." A voice said answering me. I flinched once I heard it. But what made me scare wasn't the fact that something internally was answering my thoughts. It was the fact that it was my own voice yet it was stronger...a voice filled with hate and despair. 'NO!" I yelled although I said this out loud I still didn't mind for every single one to hear me. All of the people looked at me confused as to why I was yelling instead of running. Something told me that, that was the reaction they were hoping for. But why even run when they will find me no matter where I go. Plus the chances of me being able to runaway from then were almost zero to one-hundred. "LEAVE!" The furious voice growled. I jumped at the tone it had. But it was my voice, yet not mine either. It was a different person than me that wanted to take over me. Quickly I began to feel that this was a lost war. No matter what I did I couldn't change that fact that, that voice---the new soul, would take over me, and I would be long gone. "Aron, let your new soul be born," Demitrius said with a mocking smile. "No! I won't let you change me" I yelled at him, but my voice betrayed me by cracking. "You can't evade the inevitable..." "What gives you the power to just take my life away?" I wasn't hoping him to answer me. But he still did and his answer caught me off guard. "Because you are filled with anger---no with hate--- so why watch you take it out on others when you can join us. Gain powers that you would have never imagined in your human life...and help us gain control of the multiples of our species. To take you hate out on humans---" He seemed to be talking to himself instead of answering my question. I'm pretty sure he was trying to justify himself for what he was now doing, but with a guy like Demitrius I couldn't be sure. I was usually a good observer in peoples actions and their reasons behind them. But Demitrius was no human for sure and his actions were incomprehensible.

I am pretty and have a great outstanding personality at the same time I am nice and down to earth person? I have not much experience with men. Recently I have met a man 46 yrs old. I am in my early 34 he was married for 18 years divorced with two kids. I was married before for 2 yrs. with one child. He approached me with showing lots of love affection he pushed me to meet him almost every day and visited my parents thrice spend quality time with my child and talked to me about sex few times and when I said I wanted to wait for the right time to make sure this is what we both wanted. As in the past he mentioned to me he jumped into the relationships quickly. Following week he went on a travel trip internationally called me first few weeks on and off but than started making excuses like black berry is not working. If I called him he picked up the phone hung up on me saying hello hello.... told me he could not hear me, I called him on other occasion his phone was busy for a long time he called me back and told me he was doing brush I send an email to him no response for few days. For two to three days on the weekend he would not be reachable after Thursday he will contact me on Monday I would have no idea where in world he was he told me he text which I never got. Before leaving for 6 weeks trip he begged me to wait for him as he told me he was torn into pieces and I promised him I would wait for him I waited for him I went out in groups but did nothing to cross my limits. Other guys asked me out I told them no as I was waiting for him. When he returned I picked him from the airport I was in love with him. I did not feel anything from his side infact he could not even stand in front of me and he was avoiding eye contact. He asked me twice if I found some one else I said no or else I would not be here. Well he said you are here because of your promise. When I asked him the same question if he found some one else he said yes but I was not sure if it was true as he smiled sarcastically and when I asked him again he told me he wouldn’t be grinding himself with me. He was rude to me in his comments and asked me if I kissed someone else while he was gone. I felt he was putting blame on he and me some how wanted to be out of the relationship. He always call himself dog and would always say old dogs don't learn new tricks I was getting irritated by his rude behavior and lies and I jokingly softly said than some times I wonder what I am doing with an old dog. I left him telling him I felt stupid as being well educated and well traveled he kept on saying like black berry is not working phone is not working, online chat is not working. He told me I am looking too much into small things I told him if I would do the same to him how would he feel he said he was just joking and having fun by doing all this. I told him I don't want to be stupid in a relationship and I don't play games. After that he send me one line email thanking me for picking him up from airport. No further contact form his side or mine. My 5 yr old girl and parents are asking about him I am feeling miserable despite of his earlier lies like about his age and how long was he married for I forgive him. He was married for 18 yrs to 20 yrs he told me 15 yrs. Infact he made a big face when he found out I was 34 as he expected me 32 or 33. He reduce his phones calls from the day I told him that my company is heading on to layoff people on September 2nd and my name might be there. Although he has got no job himself but he is starting his new venture in his divorce settlement he got a huge amount as his ex wife was from a wealthy family. Nothing matters to me the most is the basic nature and character of a man, job or no job is ok if he is educated and capable should be able to find something. Moreover when he had no hope in his life I stood by him through phone calls and emails give him hope and showed him some one cares for him, and I really did as I got emotionally involved with him I cared for his well being. Now I am left emotionally shattered. Is being nice and forgiving and not ready to hop in the bed right away or having high morals and values or being responsible are of no importance at all in this world, all that matters is sex and money? All this years I believed in high values and morals but I am devastated every one wants to check the physical compatibility right away. I am not sure any more what is right think to do in a relationship any more. He told me I am pretty and nice but not much young and not savvy enough according to the world girls my age know everything in bed and are go getters. I am lost I got divorced almost 5 yrs I had no boyfriend or any other male friends as first I was not ready my daughter was too young and I wanted a stable job, Just recently started to look for some one. When this guy approach me I told him I am looking for a true love, he told me he’s been out with many women and its time in his life when he is looking for stability and soul mate. Before we started seeing each other I told him no gam as I have been hurt in the past and not looking for fun or time pass. I am seriously looking for someone. But after this relationship I feel is it too late to find a guy who would be faithful and respectful in a relationship, as this guy could not even wait for 6 weeks. Please advice I am a strong person but feel like kind of lost in today’s world. Thanks for answering.

In love with someone I never had. As of now, they don't exist. Multiple lives? ? I am young, but very mature for my age. I feel that I have lost the love of my life. My soul mate. The feeling that I had always imagined love to feel is inside of me, but I am broken. Lost without this stranger. I have never been in a relationship, nor have had any interest in the immature boys at my school, or anywhere for that matter. I have little patience for hardly any of the people (15 year olds) that surround me. My friends problems, texting, boys, drama, it all seems unbearably childish. I am waiting for the years when I can travel, make my own decisions, live a real life. But nothing seems right without this man that I love so much. I don't understand it. I feel like I was meant for a different world. I don't know who this person is. I don't know his face, his personality, nothing, yet It feels wrong living my life without this person by my side. It's literally painful for me. I am not exactly depressed. I have a good life. I have plenty of friends (ones that aren't too immature) a great family, I'm a fun person. I do many hours of sports. I haven't told anyone about this. It's been going on for a few years. At first it was horrible agony, now It's just a never ending heart ache, sad music playing in the background. Perhaps I have lived a life where I had a wonderful soul mate. I don't know how I feel about that theory, living more then one life, though. There was something about it on Oprah. A book about it. I am asking for an opinion. Do you think it is multiple lives? Do you know of this book and recommend I read it? Do you think it's something else? I am open to all opinions. What do you think I should do about this love I feel? Should I be patient? Should I expect nothing? Have you had any sort of expierience with loving someone you've never met or anything thats like my problem? Tell me stories, give me advice. I just want reassurance, opinions, hope, anything. I'm curious about what other people have to say.

Psychic please answer this questions? Kids, soul-mate..work? DOB: January 09, 1985 time: 1:45 p.m. Female, of course How many kids am I going to have? Am I going to travel and live back in the US? Is my husband my soul-mate? What is my financial future? Advice?

Am I psycho, or it something common? I am not suicidal. I do not have a death wish. However, I am constantly looking for meaning in life. Generally, I am a very nice, cheerful/funny guy and my friends love to hang out with me. However, I am also a very sensitive guy. Sensitive to my surroundings. I have also written some very deep poetry (sounds cheesy for a guy). Sometimes, I get depressed (or completely hollow); just like that, without any reason (or with reason that is not clear to me). I have this insatiable need to get 'highs' 24 x 7. I am also a bit rebellious to all kinds of norms of any society (whether that be the US or Nigeria: I travel a lot), but sometimes don't show it to people (friends and family included) afraid to how they might react about my changes in mood (which is why I'm always happy and funny around my friends). I do not take drugs, although I have tried a few first-timers. My philosophy is to try everything once in a lifetime. Sometimes, I get wild with my friends; other times I'm completely numb. I am not suicidal, but feel the need to look at death from a close distance. Sometimes I just imagine for the sake of imagining what it may be like if I died early, or died and my friends are there witnessing the scenes. Sometimes I wish I could be a hero, or someone who would get noticed. I guess this could be the effect of TV coupled to my sensitive nature. Sometimes I subconsciously think that I'd rather live a short life of meaning, rather than live a long hollow life. I recently traveled to Europe and met this fantastic Italian girl. She was the only one who I could completely relate to. We smoked a bit in a cafe, and had one of my wildest nights ever. She was funny, cute and even wilder than me, and then I started thinking I was missing out so much in life. I've had only one girlfriend in my life, and she was my soul-mate. We had a great time together, but she was nothing like the Italian girl. Sometimes I felt I couldn't express myself fully to her, without her getting freaked out. I am 21 years old, from the US but travel a lot. I am a liberal minded guy, love all sorts of people (from all cultures) and respect them, and truly adore them if they can relate to me somehow. I have a very successful academic life, with no problems of booze or drugs. But my best friends have always been those who have been in trouble, academically, socially and otherwise. I feel that I can relate to them a bit more, because I have seen all kinds of places; and seen the best and the worst of the world. I feel that while the people in the US have no troubles in their lives, there is so much else going on in the rest of the world. Something that appeals to me a lot more. These ellipses of depression

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